I welcome joy but heed their pain, when sorrows cloud my friends' refrain.
What kind of life if friends are missed, without their bond, does joy exist?
One by one, they walk away, sacrificing self, crying alone for days.
With fear of life, yet death's embrace, they've found a peace in that dark place.
I've reached an age where I'm unable to strengthen myself with news about death of friends piling on me without respite